Today I feel sad, hurt, ugly.
I thought things were going so good oh how I have been foolish.
I am not sure I will ever be good enough, thin enough, pretty enough.
Don't tell me that those who love me the most don't care, that's a lie.
I would rather not be alive then feel so heartbroken, beaten down and empty.
I don't know how to go on like this. IS it worth it?
{cryptic? possibly. Do I care? No}
never give up. you are enough. you are loved. you ARE beautiful you.
ReplyDeleteI was feeling the same way after things that happened last year and after the one that is supposed to love me no matter what, my husband, called me fat... So I decided to take matters into my own hands and started eating better and going to the gym. It feels fantastic! Did I see results right away, no; but I FELT so much better, and I was way happier, had more energy, and it was a perfect way to blow off some steam and get rid of stress. You can do it! Don't give up!! :D <3
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