Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Hurt

Today I feel sad, hurt, ugly.
I thought things were going so good oh how I have been foolish.

I am not sure I will ever be good enough, thin enough, pretty enough.

Don't tell me that those who love me the most don't care, that's a lie.

I would rather not be alive then feel so heartbroken, beaten down and empty.

I don't know how to go on like this.  IS it worth it?

{cryptic? possibly.   Do I care?  No}

2 comments:

BeLoVed AiMeE said...

never give up. you are enough. you are loved. you ARE beautiful you.

HLA said...

I was feeling the same way after things that happened last year and after the one that is supposed to love me no matter what, my husband, called me fat... So I decided to take matters into my own hands and started eating better and going to the gym. It feels fantastic! Did I see results right away, no; but I FELT so much better, and I was way happier, had more energy, and it was a perfect way to blow off some steam and get rid of stress. You can do it! Don't give up!! :D <3