Monday, June 14, 2010

AHHHHH

I didn't sleep last night!
I feel betrayed somehow.
Part of me wants to run away.
For the moment to me...my life doesn't seem seriously amazing.
I'm not good enough for love.
I'm not thin enough...my boobs aren't big enough (tmi I know)
I don't do enough anymore for my life to be amazing.
I'm crushed!

5 comments:

Katey said...

Girl, I don't know what you're going through! But please know you are worth more than all that! You are amazing, daughter of God with beautiful girls and amazing talents! I hope you get through this fast and know that you have a friend here praying for you! LOVE YA!

mattandheather said...

I love you girl! You really are so amazing in more ways then I can list. You are so beautiful, have amazing beautiful girls, a great husband, who all love you, and you have more talents than anyone I know! Let see, you can dance, sing, make beautiful scarves, necklaces and you are a phenomenal photographer!! Love you to pieces, I hope this helped...oh and another thing, you are one of the best friends that anyone could hope to have!

Ashley Barnum said...

I've had days like that. You may not be the world's definition of "thin" but you are beautiful! You have a snazzy sense of style and and a beautiful face and you always look so put together...makes me jealous.
Oh, and big boobs are sooooo over rated! =) I bet Dave likes yours just fine. =)
Know that you're loved and that you are highly thought of by many! Feel better soon!

Hogans Hotties said...

i love you just the way you are, YOU truly are AMAZING and i know it doesn't help at all to hear it from me but Heavenly Father and our Savior think your pretty much AMAZING too, i love you so much and you are in my prayers let me know when you want to "come visit"

Chris and Natalie said...

Hey Kandis I just found your blog and for what it's worth I've always thought you were one of the nicest people. It looks like you are doing a pretty great job as a Momma as well. I hope you are able to stay strong!

Natalie (Bona) MacDonald